مرحبا 
تخالجني احاسيس غريبة هالايام 
و اشياء و اشياء تدور داخلي 
و مخلية راسي مشحون بألف شغلة و شغلة 
خلوني اتكلم عن نفسي شوية 
(طبعا انا قررت اخلى المدونة مثل مذكرتي السرية اكتب كل اللي بخاطري بدون ما اخاف)
for the first time
I'm in love
I still can't believe how its hard
not to mantion that its one sided love  
so there is completly no hope in here
but i feel happy when ever I'm with him 
whenever we talk 
whenever we laugh
is that love?
i hate that feeling
we are friends 
good friends 
but i dont know what is going on with me 
I'm not even sure if I'm gay or not
all I know is that I'm so confused
trying to hold on 
but the game finnished even B4 it start
so I'll jusr deal with it 
and I'll try to put my game mask on 
as i did  for the past 20 years 
cheers
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